An apology
Posted: 25 Aug 2018, 04:03
Hi everyone,
Over the past few months, at the very least, I've been doing a lot of things that I know are wrong – ragequitting, just straight up quitting for no apparent reason, throwing games, and possibly trolling in some other ways too…
Firstly I should apologise to lucido, for the last game I played. Triton, you're right: teamkilling is never okay, and nothing justifies it – not even perceived teamkilling by the other player, or whatever fantasy I'd built up for myself to justify what I did. I was also wrong to be difficult in that conversation when I knew the truth. You did nothing wrong, trit. And I did deserve to be banned for a while. So thank you.
I could list the things I've done, but ultimately what I've been doing is making the BA community a less nice place to be. ((And for that I really have to apologise to everyone.)) And that's really all I need to say. Mainly by ruining games. And that has to stop.
I guess I've woken up to the fact now that I'm not going to stop playing like this, not in the short term anyway, and it's probably going to be worse. So for now I'm going to stop playing BA, and remove myself from the Spring community. I know I'll be back. I can never leave for long. But perhaps making it official will keep me away long enough to change back to who I was before – someone who wouldn't teamkill or quit no matter what, who tried always to be a great team mate, and a good influence on the community.
So for now – I'm sorry, and goodbye. I'll see you. Sometime in the future, I guess. And I hope BA is a nicer game without me.
.-.
~MasterBel2
Over the past few months, at the very least, I've been doing a lot of things that I know are wrong – ragequitting, just straight up quitting for no apparent reason, throwing games, and possibly trolling in some other ways too…
Firstly I should apologise to lucido, for the last game I played. Triton, you're right: teamkilling is never okay, and nothing justifies it – not even perceived teamkilling by the other player, or whatever fantasy I'd built up for myself to justify what I did. I was also wrong to be difficult in that conversation when I knew the truth. You did nothing wrong, trit. And I did deserve to be banned for a while. So thank you.
I could list the things I've done, but ultimately what I've been doing is making the BA community a less nice place to be. ((And for that I really have to apologise to everyone.)) And that's really all I need to say. Mainly by ruining games. And that has to stop.
I guess I've woken up to the fact now that I'm not going to stop playing like this, not in the short term anyway, and it's probably going to be worse. So for now I'm going to stop playing BA, and remove myself from the Spring community. I know I'll be back. I can never leave for long. But perhaps making it official will keep me away long enough to change back to who I was before – someone who wouldn't teamkill or quit no matter what, who tried always to be a great team mate, and a good influence on the community.
So for now – I'm sorry, and goodbye. I'll see you. Sometime in the future, I guess. And I hope BA is a nicer game without me.
.-.
~MasterBel2