An apology
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- MasterBel2
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- Joined: 11 Apr 2016, 12:03
An apology
Hi everyone,
Over the past few months, at the very least, I've been doing a lot of things that I know are wrong – ragequitting, just straight up quitting for no apparent reason, throwing games, and possibly trolling in some other ways too…
Firstly I should apologise to lucido, for the last game I played. Triton, you're right: teamkilling is never okay, and nothing justifies it – not even perceived teamkilling by the other player, or whatever fantasy I'd built up for myself to justify what I did. I was also wrong to be difficult in that conversation when I knew the truth. You did nothing wrong, trit. And I did deserve to be banned for a while. So thank you.
I could list the things I've done, but ultimately what I've been doing is making the BA community a less nice place to be. ((And for that I really have to apologise to everyone.)) And that's really all I need to say. Mainly by ruining games. And that has to stop.
I guess I've woken up to the fact now that I'm not going to stop playing like this, not in the short term anyway, and it's probably going to be worse. So for now I'm going to stop playing BA, and remove myself from the Spring community. I know I'll be back. I can never leave for long. But perhaps making it official will keep me away long enough to change back to who I was before – someone who wouldn't teamkill or quit no matter what, who tried always to be a great team mate, and a good influence on the community.
So for now – I'm sorry, and goodbye. I'll see you. Sometime in the future, I guess. And I hope BA is a nicer game without me.
.-.
~MasterBel2
Over the past few months, at the very least, I've been doing a lot of things that I know are wrong – ragequitting, just straight up quitting for no apparent reason, throwing games, and possibly trolling in some other ways too…
Firstly I should apologise to lucido, for the last game I played. Triton, you're right: teamkilling is never okay, and nothing justifies it – not even perceived teamkilling by the other player, or whatever fantasy I'd built up for myself to justify what I did. I was also wrong to be difficult in that conversation when I knew the truth. You did nothing wrong, trit. And I did deserve to be banned for a while. So thank you.
I could list the things I've done, but ultimately what I've been doing is making the BA community a less nice place to be. ((And for that I really have to apologise to everyone.)) And that's really all I need to say. Mainly by ruining games. And that has to stop.
I guess I've woken up to the fact now that I'm not going to stop playing like this, not in the short term anyway, and it's probably going to be worse. So for now I'm going to stop playing BA, and remove myself from the Spring community. I know I'll be back. I can never leave for long. But perhaps making it official will keep me away long enough to change back to who I was before – someone who wouldn't teamkill or quit no matter what, who tried always to be a great team mate, and a good influence on the community.
So for now – I'm sorry, and goodbye. I'll see you. Sometime in the future, I guess. And I hope BA is a nicer game without me.
.-.
~MasterBel2
Re: An apology
Lets at least give someone another chance to use your nickname, it was funny,i will not forget you in red comet with me against triton, you fight well in most desesperate situations without succomb
keep updated :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e_ixCWUJZcQ
keep updated :)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e_ixCWUJZcQ
- MasterBel2
- Posts: 347
- Joined: 11 Apr 2016, 12:03
Re: An apology
I used to. :) And thank you. And my username? Hehe, I can't just give away moderator rights to autohosts like that. XD And I mean, I know I'll be back. I always come back. I just hope I'm that player that you remember when I eventually do. :)
Re: An apology
Now that you have ceased playing, you could shift that time into improving the spring ecosystem.
- MasterBel2
- Posts: 347
- Joined: 11 Apr 2016, 12:03
Re: An apology
Just try. It seems that us non-game devs barely play any more. I had my last game a week ago and then second to last one 5 weeks ago. There is even one particular dev that has not played any game in over two years now (as reported by replays site).
Re: An apology
Sometimes people are assholes, but a short ban (1 week max - even if self-imposed), should be enough to cool off.
The simplest and still very important way to improve the spring ecossystem is just showing up and playing the games.
people stop playing because other people stop playing (and not enough new people join).
Advertising "I stopped playing!" doesn't help the ecossystem thing, I think.
The simplest and still very important way to improve the spring ecossystem is just showing up and playing the games.
people stop playing because other people stop playing (and not enough new people join).
Advertising "I stopped playing!" doesn't help the ecossystem thing, I think.
Re: An apology
Pffft what a fucking pansy
User was warned, please avoid pointlessly offensive posts. (Silentwings)
User was warned, please avoid pointlessly offensive posts. (Silentwings)
Re: An apology
Let us also not forget that those with the biggest mouths, always give the best blowjobs
Re: An apology
Taking a break is good. Distance can give perspective
Re: An apology
Orthognal antagonistic Perspective archieved